Empty periods

It has been a little weird these days when I've got too much things to think about. A bundle of stuff that I wished to do but with one limitation, the most practical of all - $$. Wanted to learn driving all of a sudden, wanted to learn either Korean or French language and most of all, I want to travel. I guessed all these add up to at least 5k but I simply do not have the capital now. Money seems to be a key concern that I don't really see in the past.

Anyway, I've been thinking alot about my future that seems blurry to me. I sort of know what I want but I'm not so sure if I have the capability to pursue. Friends were telling me I can but I really wonder. Do they really think so or just trying to make me feel better? Of course,
I know that self confidence is a key factor to my success but my experience during attachment really affected me.

I am really interested to know what is going to happen to Guai Kias in the future, 10 years or maybe 5 years down the road. What will each of them be doing and will we be able to hang out and stick to each other like now. I missed you guys! Other than that, I was picturing how the graduation will be like, will anyone of us cry? Or maybe fight back the tears till you got home and reminisce. I guessed I am going to do out a list as in who I wanna take photos with, as this is the last chance. I hope 1H03 is able to gather again and have a grp photo taken with Ms Quah and Mr Png. Oh man, this is bad. I hate parting but I love the last year.

Just don't know how to cherish when you know you are going to lose it.