Finally a day @ home.

Managed to get both days of my weekend off this week so that I could rest at home. I felt that ever since SIP started, I have the urge to go out after work every day. There may be 2 reasons; time could past faster as there is something to look forward to other than reporting for work and another thing is freedom.

I think I'm big enough to make decisions on my own rather than having the need to report everything, where I go, what I do, where and what I eat as well as who I am hanging out with. I think I'm sensible enough to take care of myself. Caring is one thing but too much can be overbearing.

SIP week 3

Today I was quite happy at work, because I'm given 3 half days in return for my OT and I can get to participate in events finally! This is something that I've been longing for.

However, to date I'm still scared of working directly with my director. He is really one who doesn't listen to explanations and wants things to be done in his own way. I really hate it when he gives you the initmidating look that decreases your morale to work. I've got this particular encounter today. First of all, it is rare that we interns have a chance to eat out cause we are always the ones who have to take orders and da bao back for whoever wants to eat. It isn't easy as there are normally quite a number of orders and we can only go in shifts (12 to 1 or 1 to 2)

For today, i am in the 1 to 2 slot, my manager called and ask me to look for NW map for her, as many as possible. I thought she was trying to look for the district and I start searching, that was already 12 plus when she called. A while later, the rest of the interns came back and we went to eat, fortunately i asked janice to help me look for some images before i left.

When we came back at 1.45, i was called in for a briefing for next week's event which ended in about 2 plus. Just as i was about to start searching forthe whatever images she wants, boss came out and started asking who was the one responsible for looking those images. (Shitly, it's me)

He wanted me to show him the pictures I've got but I told him that I have yet to find a lot then, not accepting this, he wants to see whatever i have, i showed him what Janice has found and he was like, and then? That it? so where are the boundary? (F** sia, nobody tells me need to find the boundary can, CCB). when i said ok, i start looking for it now, he was like' Cuifen, where are my pictures?), I said i dun have it and he tells me 'I dun have time to wait until tml you know, i want it by today, give you 5 minutes to find it and put into my folder'.

WTF, first of all, no clear instructions are given, secondly, strictly to say i only have a few minutes to start finding the picture, thirdly, i didn't say i'm going to give him the images only tml. I dun bother to explain to him about my lunch breaks and everything cause I know in his eyes, all these will be simply excuses. (save my breath) Fortunately, i managed to find them and give him on time. But I think he should really change his stubborn attitude if not his workers may just leave him one day. (Not cursing but analysing)

Now i realised that 1st impession doesn't mean anything, his 1st impression to us is nothing, or even as a friendly peson, but in actual fact, it's otherwise. I am enduring this cause of attachment, if not, I would have resigned in probably one month's time.